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this just made my night!!! was reading through an old yearbook… and I promise you, every word of this note is true!! haha he was one of my best friends.
“You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed.
With a single pillow underneath your single head.
I guess you decided that that old queen was more space than you would need.
Now it’s in the alley behind your apartment with a sign that says it’s free.
And I hope you have more luck with this than me.
You used to think that someone would come along.
And lay beside you in the space that they belong.
But the other side of the mattress and box springs stayed like new.
What’s the point of holding onto what never gets used?
Other than a sick desire for self abuse.
And I try not to worry, but you’ve got me terrified.
It’s like we’re in some kind of hurry to say goodbye, to say goodbye, to say goodbye.
You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed.
You look so defeated lying there in your new twin size bed”
Oh Ben Gibbard, how you know my soul.
I used to know this girl
Who gave her love away
To every guy she met
And with all the games they played
She never seemed to cry
She never got upset
And one by one they came
And one by one they left
I thought that I could fix her
If she would let me in
But all of my advances
Were shut down in the end
When days turned into months
I begged her to explain
And this is what she sang
It’s not like I’m a slut
Or that I really like to fuck
I just want every boy I see
To walk away with part of me
Until there’s nothing left to hold
Until there’s nothing left to hate
I appreciate your help
But even you can’t save me from myself
I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips
I found one of the pages
Crumpled by her bed
And this is how it read
It’s not like I am weak
Or that I don’t know how to leave
It’s just that every time you cheat
You bring me closer to defeat
Until there’s nothing left to love
Until there’s nothing left to say
I know that you need help
But even I can’t save you from yourself
I felt you in my legs before I ever met you
And when I laid beside you for the first time I told you
I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
I was nineteen
Call me
I felt you in my life before I ever thought to
Feel the need to lay it down beside you and tell you
I feel you in my heart and I don't even know you
And now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
Now we're saying bye
Bye
Bye
I was nineteen
Call me
I was nineteen
Call me
Flew home
Back to where we met
Stayed inside
I was so upset
I cooked up a plan
So good except I was all alone
You were all I had
Love you
You were all mine
Love me
I was yours right
I was yours right
I was nineteen
Call me
(Bye)
(Bye)
I was nineteen
Call me
(Bye)
(Bye)
I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care, I was being cared for.
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.
I used to sleep without a single stir,
‘Cause I was about my father’s work.
Well take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I’m on will sink.
A millstone around my neck,
Be my breath, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together,
Now they don’t talk and we don’t go out.
I used to know the name of every person I’d kissed.
Now I made this bed and I can’t fall asleep in it.
Well take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I’m on will sink.
A millstone around my neck,
Be my breath, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
Throw me that lifeline,
This ship of fools I’m on will sink.
A millstone around my neck
Be my breath, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
Never hit the brakes
there’s no time to save him,
He just ran out in the street
anybody know his name?
I think I recognize him
Sure as hell paid for that mistake
Woah.
So take me out tonight.
This ship of fools I’m on will sink.
A millstone around my neck.
Be my breath, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
To save my life tonight.
This ship of fools I’m on will sink
A millstone around my neck
Be my breath, there’s nothing I wouldn’t give.
-Milestone, Brand New